glass

i don't know what i want anymore. i don't even know what i'm supposed to be doing anymore. i feel like i'm wandering aimlessly. except i keep walking into things. i can't even walk in a straight line. i need to come back down to earth. i'm in that strange dreamlike state still, where everything kind of occurs from through glass. and i'm just observing, not actually participating in life. it's strange. but oh so safe.