christmas

& christmas is just another excuse for ever unrelenting obsession with materialistic crap. & on it goes, i guess. this lust for consumerism and taking, not giving, is so lost on me. the thing i most look forward to about christmas is honestly the christmas tree, the decorations, the food, and spending time with my family. its pretty much the only time of year i get to see my cousins. and pretty much the only time of year i get to eat so much wonderful food. though i have to say. i am not looking forward to working at 7am on boxing day ><


i think christmas is a time to push aside all selfish concerns and worries. i'll go back to be angsty on boxing day. ha.