Friday, April 17, 2009

is destruction

i don't know.
i think i'm losing myself.

i can't seem to have fun anymore.
lately i've been paranoid, slightly hysterical, breaking down over the slightest thing, and i just can't seem to calm down, or be myself.

its as though everything is weighing me down
& i'm pretty much sinking down with it all
et cetera.