differences

today was one of those that was so unlike my life. it felt as though i was living a life of a different person, with different people and different places and different everything. it was so weird. and now, with the night pretty much over and i'm left in my refuge to contemplate everything ... i still feel different. as though that was like a hint of what my life could be, if i associated with different people, gave up on different things and stopped trying so hard to be someone different. some one i'm not. if i stopped hanging on to the past so much, and embraced the possibilities and opportunites of now, i could be such a different person. it made me wonder. so many differences in this blog entry. I apologise.