twenty random facts.

i am socially awkward.
i work at a library, and it really clears my head.
i'm quite a lonely person really, and i always crave company.
my inability to be emotionally stable does quite freak me out also, don't even ask why i'm so fucked up.
i can't sleep most nights.
i feel slightly sick.
i want to go to japan, right now, and never come back.
i do not recall the last time i did any form of exercise.
jeniferever and la dispute are the only things keeping me sane these days.
i want to meet a nice boy.
i'd actually kind of love to run away and join a circus.
i'm very sarcastic.
the sky is the most beautiful aspect of nature, seconded by the ocean.
i cannot stand people who don't give others a chance, or treat them decently.
i like going swimming at the beach in winter in a bikini and doing other unconventional things.
^ that put simply, i like to shock people, i guess.
i have intense trouble expression myself verbally, yet it comes so much more easily on paper.
i'm alot happier than i was last year, and a lot more balanced.
i hate existing in shadows.
to put it simply, my heart is racing unobserved you'll never know.