apparently i don't smile anymore. according to others, i'm always unhappy these days. i hate that word. unhappy. it makes it seem as if you're discontent as a result of selfish actions. sad is much better. it doesn't point the blame, or faults in any particular direction. you're faultless. sad. i didn't think i was. looking back, what the fuck is happening to me? i was on top of the world only the other day.

on a brighter note, i chased the sunset tonight.
the end of autumn. endless circles of cycles of beginning merging to end and cycling forwards. progress. beauty. simplicity