i feel bad for discarding people, i feel horrible for undermining them. i'm also glad people still try in this day and age. it seems rare. at least some aspects of existance i can count on. i fell into a hole last year, and i couldn't get out. this year, i'm much better at standing on my own two feet, quite averse to the notion of dependency. dependent becomes such an ugly word.
and after being such a heinous bitch, i'm surprised people even still care. it's kind of heartwarming to know, that people will be there. even if in the past they haven't, its the here and now that really matters, right?
i feel like i'm recycling overused and overstated phrases. i guess that's language nowadays; originality does not exist anymore. everything has been done, and done to death. words are degraded to cliches, cliches are cringeworthy. everything i say is just stock phrases collated together prettily, to sound intelligent when really the words have been reduced to no meaning at all. its time like these that i wonder why i even bother, really.
toma has a new drama! kyaaa.
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