Thursday, September 10, 2009

i miss

i miss belonging, i miss being part of a group, i miss being able to count on/depend on people to be there for you, i miss friendship, i miss love and i miss how genuine and caring people used to be.

i hate living on the fringe, i hate not fitting in, i hate not being able to depend of anyone. i hate the fact that most of my friends don't even fit the definition of a friend, and i hate how i can't keep up. i hate being left of out every fucking thing. i hate being a convenient friend. i hate being a recluse and never going out. i hate how all people do is continously let me down, and yet i keep presenting them with more and more opportunities to hurt me.

i'm not that strong, honestly.
i hate this.

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  1. AnonymousSeptember 10, 2009 at 6:18 AM

    I know how you feel. It sucks when you feel as if you're alone and no one is there for you, but I'm sure you do have a few people who are genuine and that are close to you. And when you really need it, they'll be there for you :)

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