it's like i'm scared of my own shadow.
when i'm around other people i'm happy.
but when i'm alone i just sink into this spiral of negativity. i get haunted by my own thoughts. i feel like i'm drowning in this despair. i can't do this. i'm scared of the four walls that enclose me in this room, in this confined isolation.
i really hate my parents for making me a prisoner in my own home. the walls could seriously have bars on them for all they serve. fuck everything.
this weekend has been unbearable. last night i waited for six hours for the clock to tick over, for tomorrow to arrive. it seemed as though it would never come. thank god it came. and today, exactly the same routine of nothing. it can't be long before insanity prevails. my god. get me the fuck out of here.
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