fuck following, fuck being the sheep

people have no respect anymore.
everyone's treating edge like its some kind of trend; they all jump on the bandwagon and then when one person unclaims, suddenly effin domino effect and its not cool to have that label anymore.
can't anyone fucking think for themselves anymore?

eg, friend from school. i use the word friend very loosely cause honestly, i can't stand most of the people at my school. they're pretty much all alocholics, immature and talk too much. all they do is shriek and laugh, and it hurts my ears. so this friend, pretty much, whenever i speak to her, its like having a conversation with myself. every fucking thing i say she laughs and agrees with. nods her head. smiles. i can't have an actual conversation to her because she has no beliefs, morals or ideas. she doesn't think for herself, she's a fucking sheep. she agrees with what everyone else is saying. she dresses how everyone else dresses. she copies to no end, and i do not understand how anyone can live like that. its not even living really.


i saw ellen today, epic eastland chills, she was an hour late, i got a flower, i gave the flower away, we terrorised toy kingdom pt2, went bra shopping, wasted monezzz, reminisced x a zillion, and talked about everything that i can't talk about with anyone else with, cause honestly, all they do is laugh and agree when i ask a question. fuck that.