feverish

there is something inherently fucked when your old best friend goes on a date with your sister's friend, and is hanging out with your sister. how did all of the lines get so blurred? i miss the black and white, the unsaid separation of high school versus university, narre warren north versus box hill. so many fragments of what i thought were my life are overlapping to become parts of other people's. nothing is sacred anymore. everything i thought i could piece together as part of my life .. i can't anymore. its not mine to possess nor lay claim over. i feel so redundant.