denouement

some people just aren't supposed to be together. i understand that now. there's still something infinitely beautiful about pure friendship, uncomplicated by shallow dramatics of love and loss. "if i can't love you as a lover, i will love you as friend." i'm sorry if i was ever difficult or selfish. now's the time to say so, i think, with so many endings and beginnings merging into a sense of finality. i think i've grown alot this year, i feel so zen.