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TEN THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF

1. year twelve is causing my hysterics and unpredictable mood swings to flare up at least once a week.
2. i have a terrible relationship with food.
3. i miss japan.
4. i'm sick of being alone.
5. i like being different, and that shows in my speech and dress.
6. i hate people that treat others less than they deserve to be.
7. i want to make something of myself.
8. i have obsessive compulsive tendencies and i always second think and doubt myself.
9. i try so hard.
10. i'm so hard on myself because i can't face failure.

NINE THINGS YOU’VE THOUGHT ABOUT RECENTLY

1. i can't believe they cut my pay.
2. i will be so relieved when tomorrow is over.
3. the nostalgia of my last ever interhouse cross country race being tomorrow (technicality, i guess: i've walked it for the past three years).
4. why do you date her? she's a bitch.
5. a shitload of daydreaming about japan.
6. having a bubble bath was the most fantastic idea i've had all weekend.
7. year twelve will kill me before i finish.
8. why is my skin so terrible?
9. la dispute are so good.

EIGHT WAYS TO WIN YOUR HEART

1. intelligence.
2. distinctly his own person; not influenced by what others are doing.
3. wit and humour.
4. treats people well.
5. original.
6. someone who holds my hand. in public also.
7. who'll write me a song.
8. lie with me and watch the sky.

SEVEN FAVORITE SONGS YOU’VE HAD.

1. only everything below - la dispute
2. watch me sink - have heart
3. loveless - yamapi
4. strings - the getaway plan
5. the lost loves - young heretics
6. lisztomania - phoenix
7. cowards - break even

SIX THINGS TO DO BEFORE YOU GO TO BED.

1. shower
2. read
3. study
4. music
5. eat
6. daydream

FIVE THINGS YOU WISH YOU COULD SAY TO FIVE DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT.

1. i wish that you'd trust my words.
2. i'm kind of in love with you.
3. i'm only going to let you down.
4. why can't you become your own person, rather than a shadow?
5. i'm sorry that i can't seem to do anything right. i'm trying, i really am.

FOUR THINGS YOU’RE DOING RIGHT NOW.

1. internet stalking nishijima takahiro.
2. wishing i was in bed right now.
3. not being very talkative on msn.
4. contemplating getting some chocolate.

THREE THINGS YOU’RE SCARED OF


1. growing up
2. failure
3. change

TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE

1. travel
2. find someone that understands me, and marry him. ha

ONE CONFESSION

1. i'm not as together as you think i am. i'm a total mess. every night i verge of paranoia and hysteria and panic will consume me. so i believe.