this year, i've definitely evolved into an optimistic, 'glass half full' kind of person. its insane. i feel fucking on top of the world. when only about an hour ago i was convinced it was all falling down around me. but it's really not. perspective is everything, i guess.

as long as i get to go to japan, i can't really complain. so fingers crossed, eh. stalking ikuta toma and seeing arashi live are also up on my list, buuut somehow i think that's kind of unrealistic haha.

i'm also going to stop falling in love with every single person i see, all it does is complicates my mood swings and leads to manic depressive tendencies.

but yeah, i feel fine. fine fine fine.