dreams

you know when you cry so hard you can't breathe, and it doesn't really count as crying anymore?
i've quite possibly hit rock bottom. reality ... i'm not much of a fan of reality. i'd much rather reside in my dreams, and i have been for quite a while now. but there's nothing like having your dreams shattered to open your eyes.

and now, all i want to do is close them and go back to sleep. but i don't think i can.
i just want to go back to sleep