女子高校生なんだよー

so i’m reading shojo manga that my friend hito sent me from japan and just re-reading this series of strobe edge all of a sudden made me really homesick for japan, and i just flashbacked to hanging out in tachikawa, shopping and eating and going to the movies with the girls from junshin (hito included) and just being carefree and excellent. and it’s borderline ridiculous how this manga brings with it so many nostalgic memories, but it’s time like this where the feeling just hits me off guard and overwhelms me with this sadness that i’m sitting on my bed in australia reading it by myself, rather then reading it in my /other/ bedroom in tama or commore shiotsu and discussing the attractiveness of andou-kun with the girls later, and acting like a typical immature joshi koukousei.　i just want to turn back time or fast forward so that i can do this all again, i feel as if i didn't appreciate any of it the first time around.

何でこんな思い出は今急に出るのかな？女子高校生みたに生きているかもね。
日本に戻りたい。日本人の友達にまた会いたくて、遊びたくて。。お金さえあれば。。