Saturday, February 20, 2010

in a lonely place

somehow i feel very lonely.
yesterday, we made the best of a shit situation and i momentarily forget and had fun. then i left to go home, and when i got home the regret, loneliness and paranoia crept up behind me. i couldn't sleep last night, and when i did, i tossed, i turned, i thrashed.

regret is such an ugly word. i'm left here today by myself, with only year twelve for company, to sit and comtemplate the day ahead of me. this storm, the rain; they cannot come fast enough.

i am craving company so badly. but only from a certain person, and he'll never hear my call.

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